I AM SHE

I am my Inner Woman…

27/05/11

I am curvy, muscular, chubby or thin, and I love it!  My appearance, my home, my expressions are wholly my own and reveal a sensual relationship with all of life, to play, to revere, to embrace and renew for no reason than because it is there and I am here.

I cannot be owned or defined.  My faithfulness is a bond of love with all that is true and genuine and cannot be limited or confined. I am committed deeply to all of life, my family and friends, and to the creative principle that I apply to all I do.  I feel the other and the world as part of my own self, and so I respond.

I write my own rules and these always respond to the connection I sense with everything around me. Even when I withdraw into the inner temple of myself, I am Here.  I treasure my space as the breath of Life and will not betray it or myself.

I am controlled but not repressed.  I have ideals and a strong sense of my priorities.  I follow the melody of my innermost being, obeying rhythms and cycles, and respecting the difference others may have.  I feel profoundly but I never lose the sense of being that quality of myself that I am.

My sexuality is my affair, something private… and precious.

I am sensual but discreet.  I give but never sell.  I do not trade because I do not need to purchase.  I already have everything within me.  I am fun because I am directly connected to sources of pleasure within my body, through my emotions, with ideas and their endless reformulations.

I know what it is like to be loved by life. I don’t need reasons or excuses.  This is why I don’t look for love outside of me and I can offer it freely and appropriately.  I have nothing to prove to anyone, not even to myself.  I am free without having to announce it, negotiate it, or convince anyone about it.

My reasoning is based on what I know and what I feel.  Some things cannot be verified but if I connect with them that is enough for me.  I stand firm by myself and reserve the right to change with the ebb and flow of situations.  My thinking responds to my direct relationship to life as a continuous experience of discovery.  I love fact as well as fiction and mystery, adventure, philosophy and enjoy detail and precision as much as anyone.

I am spontaneous within my own particular style, maybe reserved, intellectual, devotional or extroverted and social.

Always, I am beautiful.